Broken Hearted

by Anonymous

Nine years, and what do I have to show? A ring that means nothing and a broken heart.

High school is where our love began, we were so crazy about each other. Despite ups and downs, we have managed to keep our love going strong (so I thought). Until recently when I found the most devastating proof that my fiance was cheating.

A month ago I found naked pictures of a girl that said "thinkin of you baby" and "no one has seen these yet." At the time, I thought this broad could be linked to some porn site because the pictures were professional. I chose not to confront him. I think I chose not to because part of me wanted to justify his looking at porn, I didn't know if that was bad enough to confront over.

Come to find out he has had a facebook for 4 years without my knowledge. I just happened to come across a piece of paper with his email address and password. I logged onto his facebook and found messages from a girl. He gave her his number and apparently they had been talking. When I found out about this I blew up. I brought up the email pictures and the facebook. The emails were more serious than I thought.

This chick was someone he knew through mutual friends and they have been talking for 3 months. He swears up and down that he did not do anything physical with her. Part of me wishes that it was just sex, and not anything emotional.

He's begging for me to forgive him and stay with him. I am so heart broken, I don't know what to do. I love him still, but I don't know how I could ever trust him again. I gave him back my engagement ring and said it meant nothing to him, so I didn't want it. I am so lost and sad!! How do people get through this????