Days are looking better

by Gina
(New York)

It sucks to have your heart broken. I dated this guy for a year and he broke up with me because he didn't see a future with me. I really liked him, I've never felt like that about someone else before. I miss him because he was such a great guy.

I always felt like I was lucky to have him, that it was a dream and then I woke up and he was gone. That day when he broke up with me replays in my head, it was awful. He broke my heart in half and I closed our book in that moment and never spoke to him again.

He made me feel beautiful, like I could do anything, be anyone.

Now its been 5 months...and the tears have dried up. I cried everyday on the subway to and from work, that whole hour for 3 months.

I know we're over and finished, I don't want to be with him but the pain is there.

I'm waiting for it to be totally gone.

And now...well, I am on my way to being over him.