Do I Tell Him I Cheated?

by Milly

I've been with my boyfriend for over two years and we've been best friends for nearly 5. He means the absolute world to me and I love him so much. We usually get along really well and he makes me happy. I never thought I could cheat on him, but recently I've been proved wrong.

There's a guy in my work who I have been hanging out with recently. The other night we went out for dinner and for a few drinks and ended up back at his place. One thing led to another and we ended up sleeping together. I feel so guilty as my boyfriend has no clue and there's no way I can tell him. I know how selfish that is, but if I told him I would lose thim and I don't want that to happen.

I regretted immediately and wish I could tell my boyfriend but I'm being a coward. I'm not interested in the guy at my work like that anymore. Cheating has made me realise how much I care for my boyfriend and how horrible a girlfriend I have been especially as he doesn't have a clue.

I feel awful about this now. Maybe I'll tell my boyfriend one day, but for the moment I'm focusing on just trying to forget about it and never do it again.

If I do tell, I hope he can forgive me... He doesn't deserve me though.. He deserves so much better.

The way I see it is, it's done now. I can't change it. If im not going to tell him, I need to try and forget about it and move on. I am incredibly sorry though and will never ever ever cheat on him again.