was it my fault?

by yeahright.
(bitchplease)

im 14 and ive only been with one guy. We were together for 3 weeks and were never even official but they were the best 3 weeks of my life. i knew he was a player but i still liked him.

he was my first everything. and everything was perfect until i saw him making a move on another girl when i was sitting right there. my friend talked to him about it over text and i read them. he was basically saying he doesnt care about me enough to even hide it.

i stopped talking to him and he never tried to get me back. i thought i was over him until he got a REAL girlfriend a couple days ago which means this girl really changed him becuz his last real girlfriend was like 10 girls before me and he swore just a couple weeks ago he wouldnt be official like ever. and now im crying and hes happy.

i wonder if im in love with him. im venting so this all sounds like crap but this is it. now i have no idea where i stand.